Archive for September, 2008

Eid Sufi Music

September 30, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Eid Mubarak!  Welcome to my blog on this, the first day of Eid.  In gratitude to Allah for all that Hu has wrought, here is some beautiful Sufi music from around the world. Enjoy and may Allah bless us all in these trying times.

Marhaban

A.Kirvar’dan Bugün Bize Pir Geldi

Mevlevi Ayini-Naat

Mevlevi Ayini-Son Taksim

Mevlevi Ayini-Baş Taksim-M.Sadreddin Özçimi

Mevlevi Ayini-İlk Peşrev-Sadreddin Özçimi

Mevlevi Ayini-Kuranı Kerim

Halil Necipoğlu – Lebbeyk & Sulatanım Allah

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Eid Mubarak

September 30, 2008

Peace, one and all…

For most of the UK, today is the first day of Eid.  Eid mubarak.  Kullu aam wa antum bi khayr.  May you and your whole year be blessed!  Bajram sherif mubarak olsun.

Today, I find myself indescribably happy.  For some reason, I feel as though I’m about to burst open with joy.  This is partly because it’s Eid and partly for other, more personal, reasons.  I feel as though a burden has been lifted from my shoulders.  I’m not even sure what that burden is.  I just know that, for some reason, I feel lifted, liberated and incredibly happy.  Praise be to God in every condition and in every state.

I am reminded by something the Imam said at the khutba this morning.  Eid is one of the signs of Allah.  In a sense, it is somewhat like the rain after a drought.  And, although the drought is necessary for the health and growth of my soul, I am happy and grateful that the rain of mercy has come!

May Allah bless each and every one of us.  May all that you do this day lead you to goodness, mercy and compassion!

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Ramadan Reflections & Poetry

September 29, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Here are some wonderful reflections and poetry on Ramadan (and other related topics).  I offer them here in the hope that others might read them, as they are all profound and thought-provoking.  Allah!

And finally, don’t forget to visit the Grateful to Allah Blog Carnival.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Underlying Unities: Patience and Gratitude

September 28, 2008

Peace, one and all…

One of the things most people notice when they first read the Quran is just how different from the Bible it is.  For those used to reading the Bible, with its broadly chronological approach, the Quranic text can appear to be disturbingly confused.  Passages extolling the majesty of God sit side by side with descriptions of ethical values, stories of ancient prophets and legal pronouncements on a wide range of topics. 

In part, this is caused by our expectations as readers.  We approach the Quran with a biblically-influenced idea of what a religious text should be and look like – and thus the very different format and style of the Quran can cause confusion.  A common reaction is that the Quran thus lacks unity, being little more than a confused jumble of different materials.  But, this is to expect one book to behave like another.

A closer reading demonstrates all sorts of thematic, stylistic and spiritual unities.  As I was reading the Quran recently, I came across one such example.  I offer my own reflections on these two passages as I found them both profound and helpful.

And Allah knows best…

‘O you who have attained to faith! Be patient in adversity, and vie in patience with one another, and be ever ready [to do what is right], and remain conscious of God, so that you might attain to a happy state!’ (3:200)

Ya ayyuha allatheena amanoo isbiroo wasabiroo warabitoo waittaqoo Allaha laAAallakum tuflihoona (transliteration)

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُواْ اصْبِرُواْ وَصَابِرُواْ وَرَابِطُواْ وَاتَّقُواْ اللّهَ لَعَلَّكُمْ تُفْلِحُونَ

‘O MANKIND! Be conscious of your Sustainer, who has created you out of one living entity, and out of it created its mate, and out of the two spread abroad a multitude of men and women. [1] And remain conscious of God, in whose name you demand [your rights] from one another, and of these ties of kinship. Verily, God is ever watchful over you!’ (4:1)

Ya ayyuha alnnasu ittaqoo rabbakumu allathee khalaqakum min nafsin wahidatin wakhalaqa minha zawjaha wabaththa minhuma rijalan katheeran wanisaan waittaqoo Allaha allathee tasaaloona bihi waalarhama inna Allaha kana AAalaykum raqeeban (transliteration)

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ اتَّقُواْ رَبَّكُمُ الَّذِي خَلَقَكُم مِّن نَّفْسٍ وَاحِدَةٍ وَخَلَقَ مِنْهَا زَوْجَهَا وَبَثَّ مِنْهُمَا رِجَالاً كَثِيرًا وَنِسَاء وَاتَّقُواْ اللّهَ الَّذِي تَسَاءلُونَ بِهِ وَالأَرْحَامَ إِنَّ اللّهَ كَانَ عَلَيْكُمْ رَقِيبً

The first passage is the last verse from the third chapter.  This verse comes amid a number of verses referring to the difficulties faced by the earliest Muslim community in Medina, under intense pressure from both the Meccan elite and some of the surrounding tribes.  It exhorts the Muslim community to patience in the face of adversity.  Indeed, it urges that Muslims vie with each other in being patient – to make patience (sabr) their very watchword.  Bearing the stresses and strains of life with patience helps to create a quiet, still space in the centre of our hearts that we might be ever conscious of God – and attain to a goodly state.

The next verse is the first of the fourth chapter (Surah al-Nisa).  Amongst other things, this surah deals with all sorts of legal injunctions regarding marriage, inheritance and the care of orphans.  A number of very detailed injunctions are given – all of which are designed to promoted justice and fair dealing within the primordial Muslim community, a task that requires both immense patience and that small, still space within the heart (where the unfolding plan may be thoroughly thought about and reflected upon).

The verse starts off by naming its audience as the whole of humanity: ‘O Mankind! Be conscious of your Sustainer…’.  If the last verse begins with an appeal to the Muslim community, in its specific attempts to live through trying circumstances, this verse is aimed at the whole of humanity.  That is, here humanity as a whole is asked to reflect upon both its shared origin and shared connections.  It is this shared humanity which should inform how we interact with each other.  And beneath this shared human heritage lies the very same small, still space – consciousness of God (taqwa). 

Dealing with the demands of others requires patience, especially in maintaining strong family relationships.  Allah!  The ties of kinship require patient care and attention, rather like a gardener’s constant husbandry.  And, when we think of demanding our rights, we should vie with each in patience, aware at all times that God sees all that we do, think and feel.

Patience, then, is crucial to spiritual growth.  So is gratitude.  To be conscious of God, in the terms explored in these verses, is to be conscious of all that we have been given.  Acting with patience is thus an act of gratitude in itself – in which we show our thanks to God by acting patiently in both good times and bad.  To be patient with life and to be grateful for all that it offers are thus the deeper themes alluded to so powerfully in these verses.  Allah!

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

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Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Or Bring it Out into the Open

September 28, 2008

Peace, one and all…

‘Say: ‘Whether you conceal what is in your hearts or bring it into the open, God knows it: for He knows all that is in the heavens and all that is on earth; and God has the power to will anything’ (3:29)

Qul in tukhfoo ma fee sudoorikum aw tubdoohu yaAAlamhu Allahu wayaAAlamu ma fee alssamawati wama fee alardi waAllahu AAala kulli shayin qadeerun (transliteration)

قُلْ إِن تُخْفُواْ مَا فِي صُدُورِكُمْ أَوْ تُبْدُوهُ يَعْلَمْهُ اللّهُ وَيَعْلَمُ مَا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الأرْضِ وَاللّهُ عَلَى كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ

Related post: Nothing is hidden from God

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Within the Secret Spaces

September 26, 2008

Peace, one and all…

I try to do my daily zikr on the train to work.  I have about an hour by myself each morning – time and space enough to reflect on the coming day, to seek nearness to God and to simply gaze out at the beautiful world which Allah has created.

This morning’s zikr found me looking out of the window at the sun-kissed hills of South Wales.  My eyes were drawn to these far hills and to all the trees sprinkled liberally over the distant heights.  Today’s zikr felt both unusually strong and surprisingly light, as if the zikr itself danced lightly over the tree tops.  Thus, as I continued to repeat ‘Allah, Allah’, I suddenly realised that were I to walk along the hill tops the same inner sound would ring out in all the the secret spaces between branch and leaf.

As I continued to look at this sun-filled scene, I also realised that the entire univerese moves to this same rhythm.  All things move to this beat.  All things speak this Name, in secret tongues that I will never hear and do not know.

And God says in His noble book:

The seven heavens extol His limitless glory, and the earth, and all that they contain; and there is not a single thing but extols His limitless glory and praise: but you [O men] fail to grasp the manner of their glorifying Him! Verily, He is forbearing, much-forgiving! (17:44)

Tusabbihu lahu alssamawatu alssabAAu waalardu waman feehinna wain min shayin illa yusabbihu bihamdihi walakin la tafqahoona tasbeehahum innahu kana haleeman ghafooran (transliteration)

تُسَبِّحُ لَهُ السَّمَاوَاتُ السَّبْعُ وَالأَرْضُ وَمَن فِيهِنَّ وَإِن مِّن شَيْءٍ إِلاَّ يُسَبِّحُ بِحَمْدَهِ وَلَـكِن لاَّ تَفْقَهُونَ تَسْبِيحَهُمْ إِنَّهُ كَانَ حَلِيمًا غَفُورًا (17:44)

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Nothing is Hidden from God

September 26, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Ramadan is the month of the Quran.  And so, during my own readings, I’ve noted down those verses which seemed to speak to me.  Insha Allah, I will post these verses and offer a few thoughts on them and what they seemed to say to me during the coming weeks.

The first one is drawn from the third chapter of the Quran (3:5).  The text runs as follows

Verily, nothing on earth or in the heavens is hidden from God.

Inna Allaha la yakhfa AAalayhi shayon fee alardi wala fee alssamai (transliteration)

إِنَّ اللّهَ لاَ يَخْفَىَ عَلَيْهِ شَيْءٌ فِي الأَرْضِ وَلاَ فِي السَّمَاء

This ayah is very powerful.  In its succinct way, it powerfully underlines the idea that God knows all things.  Moreover, God sees, hears and is aware of all that happens, whether it be in the heavens or upon the earth.  All that we/I do is visible to God.  Furthermore, the inward motivations behind our actions are also clearly visible to God.  Indeed, God knows these motivations better than we do ourselves.  God is the Hidden (al-Batin) and God is the Manifest (al-Zahir).  Thus, we can hide nothing from God.

In moral terms, therefore, God’s awareness is meant to guide us towards ethical action/interaction.  That is, it forms (or should form) a barrier within ourselves against unhelpful deeds.  To understand that nothing is hidden from God helps draw a clear boundary between what is good and what is not.  The Prophet (alaihi al-salatu wa al-salam) refers to this boundary in the following hadith:

On the authority of Abu ‘Abdullah al-Nu’man bin Bashir, radiyallahu ‘anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, say:

“Truly, what is lawful is evident, and what is unlawful is evident, and in between the two are matters which are doubtful which many people do not know. He who guards against doubtful things keeps his religion and honour blameless, and he who indulges in doubtful things indulges in fact in unlawful things, just as a shepherd who pastures his flock round a preserve will soon pasture them in it. Beware, every king has a preserve, and the things Allah has declared unlawful are His preserves. Beware, in the body there is a flesh; if it is sound, the whole body is sound, and if it is corrupt, the whole body is corrupt, and behold, it is the heart.” (Al-Bukhari & Muslim).  Source

If this ayah underlines human moral boundaries, it also illustrates divine mercy.  That is, if God is aware of our unhelpful deeds, then He is also aware of our strivings towards goodness.  Our attempts at repentance stand clear in the sight of Allah, regardless of how ’small’ we may ourselves perceive them to be.  In other words, God knows our intentions and will judge us accordingly – as the Prophet himself (alaihi al-salatu wa al-salam) underlined in a very famous hadith:

“Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah), so each man will have what he intended. Thus, he whose migration (hijrah) was to Allah and His Messenger, his migration is to Allah and His Messenger; but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain, or for a wife he might marry, his migration is to that for which he migrated.” (al-Bukhari and Muslim).  Source

And my response to these manifest blessings?  Awe at the infinite majesty of God.  And, gratitude.  Deep, heartfelt gratitude.  So, praise be to God in every condition and in every state.

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Seeing Others?

September 26, 2008

Peace, one and all…

What am I seeing when I look into the face of another?  Am I seeing them, or a reflection cast through the prism of my own eyes?  Is it ever possible to truly see another human being, in all their manifest humanity?  Can I ever actually see me?  Is my vision of myself merely another reflection?  Is this all a human being is?

Is this one of the meanings behind the Quranic idea that God is the light of the heavens and the earth?  That is, God is the light and I am naught but the palest and most ephemeral of reflections, a dusty piece of glass striving to become a mirror.

Am I then just walking in a vast hall of mirrors, as each person reflects some other essence?  Is becoming fully human thus a process of becoming ever more transparent, that God’s light might work its transformation within our deepest selves?

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

More Pearls of Ramadan

September 25, 2008

Peace, one and all…

As we move through the last 10 days of Ramadan, here are some more pearls of wisdom – pearls of great price and value indeed!

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Re-dedication

September 22, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Allah!  We have entered the last ten days of Ramadan.  The beautiful Night of Power lies hidden somewhere within these blessed days.  Veils fall away during these days, so it is said.  We have only to turn our gaze towards our innermost heaven and we shall, insha Allah, see the descent of peace – God’s peace beyond understanding.  May we all be fortunate enough to receive this grace.

As I travelled to work this morning on the train, my thoughts turned towards laylat al-qadr.  What struck me, as I gazed out upon the beautiful hills of South Wales, was that this is a time of re-dedication.  The appearance of the Night of Power offers the opportunity to re-connect with God, the Blessed Source of All.  It is a time for the renewal of relationships, a renewal of the bonds that join us to the Beloved.

So, it is with these thoughts in mind that I seek to consciously dedicate myself to God.  I ask God for His aid in walking the straight path and I ask for His forgiveness for every forlorn and unhelpful deed.

Ya Afuww!  Erase my every sin.  Ya Hadi!  Guide me to path of true service to You.  Ya Rahman!  Have mercy on me, all the days of my life.  Ya Allah!  Pour out Your blessings into my waiting hands and the hands of all those who stand in need of You.

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Carnage in Pakistan

September 21, 2008

Peace, one and all…

La ilaha illa Allah!  I have just seen pictures of the the horrific bombing of a hotel in Islamabad, Pakistan.  Follow the links below for further information.  Allah!  Such destruction beggars belief – and in Ramadan too!  Ya Allah!

May Allah ease the terrible burden of those afflicted by this calamity.  May the souls of all those who died walk in peace in gardens beneath which rivers flow.

Further information:

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Ramadan Pearls

September 21, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Welcome and ramadan mubarak, one and all.  I found these posts trawling my way through the internet and I wanted to share them with the wider world.  Allah bless the authors.  Enjoy…

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Sun and Moon

September 21, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Every saturday during this Ramadan, my family and I have attended the iftar programmes run by the West Wales Islamic Cultural Association (based in Carmarthen).  We both think of this part of the world as in some sense ours.  I became a Muslim in the nearby university town of Lampeter (10 years ago now).  My wife and I first met there as students.  We met many of our closest Muslim friends there and we lived and worked at the European Institute of Human Sciences for some 3 years or so.  West Wales is thus my Muslim ‘homeland’ and so going back there always evokes memories.

As we drove along the A48 yesterday evening, we were greeted by a glorious sunset.  The sun gently lowered itself beyond the horizon in a blaze of red flame, as the surrounding sky slowly turned all to silver glass.  I suddenly realised that this would be a perfect, and gentle, way to die: to simply fade slowly into the beautiful night.  Now, lest anyone think me morbid, this did not strike me as something to fear – in any sense whatsoever.  As we looked into the sunset I found myself thinking, ‘just as the sun of my life will set so, as God wishes, will it rise once again’.  It was almost as if I realised that some kind of sun is always rising – even though I may never see it.

The evening itself was most enjoyable.  We met up with some old friends, listened to an interesting talk on Islam and the environment (by my wife’s old Islamic Studies lecturer) and had a fine meal.  And then, as we drove home, we were treated to another of Allah’s most beautiful signs: a softly glowing moon above tree-covered hills.  Allah!

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

A Welcome Gift

September 21, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Back in the mists of time (early June to be exact), my good lady wife blessed me with a beautiful (and totally unexpected) surprise.  From her hard-earned wages, she bought me an air ticket to attend the Threshold Society Amsterdam Retreat in October 2008. 

Al hamdu lillah!  I’ve just received the good news that my place has been reserved.  I am really looking forward to attending the retreat and meeting with Shaykh Kabir.  Last year’s gathering in London, though all too brief, was both beautiful and profound.  So, it is with a glad heart that I look forward to travelling to Holland, insha Allah.

Thank you Allah for this blessing.  Thank you Allah for my generous wife, without whom life would have been much less beautiful.  May Hu bestow mercy upon my wife, now and evermore.  Amin.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

A Warm September Sun

September 18, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Today, a warm September sun greets me as I gaze out of my office window.  Despite a very autumnal start, my working day has culminated in a warm, mellow afternoon.  As I sit here, I am suddenly aware of tensions easing, of burdens lifting.  I have managed to navigate my way through the complexities of the departmental timetable in an unexpectedly easy fashion and the usually intractable Student Handbook has proven to be far more malleable than in previous years.  Praise be to God!

Allah!  All these burdens fall away, melting in the sun’s warm glow.  And yet… as grateful as I am for this sudden release, I find myself looking for the next big worry with which to fill this unexpected space.  Upon reflection, it might be better to simply take each moment as it comes.  Tomorrow’s worries will reach me, no matter what I do or think.  So why approach this life from a position of anxiety?  Why fill my inner space with worry when I could strive to fill it with acceptance for all that is and hope for all that might be.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Autumn, All Unknowingly

September 17, 2008

Peace, one and all…

I had to visit one of my department’s related institutions recently (St Michael’s College).  The road back to work took me through Llandaff Fields and then through Bute Park.  As I walked I became slowly conscious of the changing season.  Summer has now faded into autumn and the trees and plants have begun to put on their autumnal garb.  Rust-coloured reds mingled with flashes of gold and the deep, deep green of growth to create a veritable explosion of colour.  Trees swayed gently in the cool breeze, their branches moving as if they were in a slow dance.  Two greyhounds raced across this scene of autumnal abundance, their shapes blurring into the air as though they were indistinct and otherworldly.

As I walked along, I realised why autumn is a time for harvest.  It is a time of in-gathering, a time of stock-taking, a time in which to see the results of the hard work of spring and summer, before the great levelling of winter prepares the world for the coming year.  Autumn is a time for reflection – as much for the natural world as for humans.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

The Moon of My Memories

September 12, 2008

Peace, one and all…

As I left my house last night to go to the mosque, I happened to glance up at the sky.  There, amidst strands of delicate cloud, rose the moon – resplendent in its loveliness, harbinger of beloved memories.  There is nothing quite like the beauty of the moon, when silver beams transform the darkness into an entire symphony of light.

As I turned my gaze towards heaven, I was suddenly struck by a great wave of memories – as if reminding us of all that we have been is the moon’s most sacred task.  Moonlight has thus accompanied many of my life’s most special moments.  I walked from the house of my first love beneath a beautiful June moon, when the night air was both sweet and filled with wonder.  I sat upon a stone bench with a friend as we both discussed life’s meaning beneath a cold full moon.  Allah!  I have seen many beautiful things in and by moonlight. 

I have gazed upon the face of Luna many, many times and with each new sight I am reminded just how much I love her.  I have watched her travel through the night sky and my heart has leapt for joy at her appearance in the heavens.

Now, hear in the heart of the blessed month of Ramadan, I have blessed by her appearance once again.  And in this month she shines with renewed vigour, strength and heart-rending beauty.

Wa akhiru da’wana an il hamdu lillahi rabbil alameen.

Ma’as salama,
Abdur Rahman

Bewilderment and Delight

September 10, 2008

Peace, one and all…

Bewilderment and Delight 

You have no form
and no image by which
I might hold You in my hands
to draw You close to my breast.

And so,
all forms are Yours
and my every image is as a mirage,
like mist before the rising Sun.

You are bewilderment and delight,
and beneath all these things
You are love’s unfolding mystery:
sorrow and joy, separation and reunion.

Thus, a fool have I become.
Aye, my Beloved!
And for all my mistakes,
I am happy that it should be so.

Abdur Rahman, 2nd August 2008